This Night

i will stand on window in my room..
i was look back and try to remember..
i cry and wanna scream louder..
my pain is so hurt i feel..


time passed away ..
but memories of you still here..
i try so hard to forget all the sadness of you..
i always let the tears fall out of my eyes for miss you..

i look at the mirror..
its still old me..
so numb..
so complicated..

im just a lonely girl..
im just a loser..
and always like that..
until this day..

i see the stars came and shiny my heartbeat..
but having beautiful stars make me fear..
fear to lose again..
'cause i know, finally i just a dreamer in the night..