God ..
Why till this day I still feel lonely .. I feel so miserable .. I missed your servant figure who is so noble and once had standing to accompany my mind .. I do not know what to do .. my past so handcuff ..
Tonight ..
I was stunned to sit alone, cold blanket, I plug my earphones and recited some songs that reinforce my feelings, but I still feel empty .. I try to write and pour some of the composition which may reveal the contents of my heart .. but failed, still my soul feels empty .. hours went by and the more soluble, but sleep has not been up to me .. my life feels dead, empty your mind like a desert ..
Finally ..
Tears started to loose, what I'm trying to regret.? Why I thought was so melancholy face reality, only the night became friends in the rest of my life .. with stars and moonlight XG become seukir happiness, I was so afraid to face tomorrow, even it seems every time I fall asleep never inginku to return all awakened from my dream .. I could not quite accept that the day would come, because the more the sun shines hot, the more my heart rebels wanted to run to the night ..
Without it ..
I started to walk away from all false shadows they say about her perfect figure of an angel incarnate, I started to take off half of his heart had always been my XG store, because I realize, that with or without it, I would still stand alone .. though I'm not so tough now are able to withstand the blow of the sea waves, but I'm still me .. who's crying when I think thorn world and an age so tender ..
Her ...
You look like a rabbit pig is very funny to me, but you are currently a satusatunya sword that tore at my heart, you nytakan love and made me repeat the millions of words that had been spoken and the promises that have teringkari .. but I still want to hug my pain with you .. passes all night groan because of you .. I'm not that clever poet plays beautiful symphony of words in each word. But I'm ready if you're asked to sing the word love for you .. with you make in every night without you cry I tell myself ..
Sometimes I'm confused, I got you .. but I'm still alone late at night, but the time to answer .. and allow me to continue to receive all my inner turmoil and survive .. I realized that would never exist keabadiaan in every story .. but you .. etched and imprinted on every drop of blood in my veins .. adore you like a slave who will always be proud of despite continued on erasa hurt .. that many men love to talk like you is not easy to become an active listener as well as to speak ..
But unfortunately, when a cold rain tonight .. you actually fall asleep in your sleep and let me enjoy the moments that I think it means to you alone.
I cried ..
I began to realize that indeed I was really alone and should behave like a mature girl, who was not afraid of the bitter life .. Annisa but I just could never resist buliran tears in every solitude that comes .. I heard a faint sound that my longing for weeks to come, I try to look around, but still .. again I was alone ..
